I didn't come back here for awhile because not only did I miscarry the only pregnancy I had (after seeing the heartbeat too), I almost died in the process requiring emergency surgery for blood loss.
I feel like it is therapeutic to make sets like this. I miss my baby they were due August 2nd, 2020. I was so excited. I now grieve the little life that was inside of me and also the future I was planning. I just felt like saying it even if no one reads it.